I think Logan and I have a healthy dose of natural anxiety regarding our approaching task of caring for not one, but two children. But more pressing is this odd mourning emotion that Eva will no longer be our only child. We find ourselves in bed crying over the fact that things won't be the same, we won't be able to focus on only Eva anymore. It feels like the day before a hair appointment when you have a fabulous hair day and you think, perhaps I should cancel my appointment...I look great, my hair is perfect, I don't want to change a thing. Its not that I don't love the 30 minute shampoo and head massage, the frivolous hour of reading magazines as my color processes and that literal, 'just stepped out of a salon' feeling, its just that
Eva is so much fun right now, she is in a phase of 'fabulous hair day' and I don't want to change a thing.
Here are some of our favorites from this phase of Fabulous Eva:Eva is so much fun right now, she is in a phase of 'fabulous hair day' and I don't want to change a thing.
A Good Morning.
Every morning or post nap when Logan goes in to get Eva out of bed, her first words are always, 'Mommy Home? and every morning or post nap when I go in to get Eva, her first words are always, 'Daddy Home?' Her first concern and main desire is for us all to be together. And then she goes to a more natural request like, 'Gno pees' (milk please) or 'apple pie pees'. This tender showing of love is almost enough to overcome the feeling I get every time I pick her up from nursery at church, or a play date with a neighbor. As soon as she sees me at the door or through a window she runs for a hiding place shouting, 'bye bye mommy'...clearly much happier to stay where she is and continue her social call than come with me!
Scary Soap.
Eva has an irrational fear of soap. Happy time in the tub with bubbles, spongy letters, rubber duckies and flapping fish takes a terrifyingly frightful turn as soon as the green bar of Irish Spring slips off of its deck and into the water. On her tippiest tip toes at the back of the tub as fast as she can she's squealing 'Oh No Mommy, soap, soap, scary soap'. My mom sent some teddy bear shaped soap a month ago and I was anxious to see how this affected the fear. Evidently those cuddly, smiling bears are just as scary as the slippery green.The bears must always be in sight, but have to stay in their 'corner' on the tub deck while Eva's in the water... or else.






